I have been weeding and communing at ground level and tho' enjoying it all
sensing still a limitation behind these garden walls. The sun and clouds just beckon me
beyond and I long to fly over the gate into the balm of imagined green pastures.
As I was sitting feeding the fish I happened to look up and there as the sun was setting the very
top of the river birch tree was illuminated and perch for about ten cedar wax wings sunning themselves.
Thrilled I ran for the binoculars….identifying the ochre underbellies, top notch and mask and
felt utterly amused that they pleasured themselves in the golden warmth beyond which shone
a lovely growing moon. Not only did the casual sociability tickle me but the generosity of the tree
itself…It stood as an open hearted sentinel offering friendship and shade, home to squirrel, and
a soft presence to me….. I was completely rewarded by these attractions and glad to realize the
immediate comraderie within the intimacy of my surroundings…The isolation fled and was replaced
by a joy unique to the sheer beauty I beheld. Specifically I noted the measure of distance beyond the
tree limbs and up into outer space where moon waxed against an evening sky. This pre-reflective observation brought
previous senses of confinement back into balance and I felt immense relief and connection instantly.
It was a gorgeous revelation of paying attention to the detail and communication that's available
everywhere even in our own back yard.
Hi Amanda,
ReplyDeleteYour post is a very clear experiential example of the science of Applied Ecopsychology. Your description of "in-the-moment" sensory attractions demonstrate how we can follow direct sensory attractions that are without any distorting or abstracted projections from the past. Thank you for such clear and authentic articulation of direct (pre reflective) sensory attractions which inform an authentic non-storied consciousness, in communion with Nature.
Dan Shelton, Ph.D
Amanda thank you for sharing this post with us. From reading just the first few words I found myself slipping into your experience as if I were there in person. What a beautiful gift you have of capturing the moment and engaging all of our senses ... Reminding us just how connected we are not only to each other, but to all of nature! Simply beautiful! I look forward to reading more post. Scotti Holloway
ReplyDeleteAmanda
ReplyDeleteThat was a clear transmission of a reverent experience. Beyond the stale mind of over used self pity and looped thoughts into.....dimensions of light moon birds and love. our companions and kin that are always there
thanks for the reminder
Lynne